31th DECEMBER 2008

GOOD BYE 2008 ~!!!
ToOooooo muuchhh offf HURT STORYYYY DAT HAPPENED!!!

imperial hotel,
tonight, here i comeee.............

FUCKIN' SHIT HAPPEN

U noe dat i CANT LIVE WITHOUT U. Y there're soooooo many things happened between us?? Y there're soooooooooooooo many such as many prob huh???

N YOU! always KEEP SCOLDED ME!!! I HATE THIS SITUATION!! U GET ITT??? I HATE U BUT I LOVE U!!!

hyatt hotel, kk

This is SEHA & ZIKRI.

[Heyh,payah betul i maw jalan wif dua orang budk ni, asal bjalan mmg TIDAK SAH kalau tidak pegang my hand, sampai susa i maw bmsg tym tuh. Heyh, Dasar budak2 kecikk]

20th,21th,22th. hang out wif my aunt n uncle from brunei. They stay at Hyatt and dey bring along me with them. haha,. it was fun u noe. hahaha. here's some of the pic dat i've taken on dat day.

13 Dec 08, 7.25pm. hang out with my beloved's cuzzie from miri.

Hashley Mccloude, is my cuzzie name dat stand between me n mei-mei.. we hav fun at KDCA dat nite.[Variety Concerts by st james tggilan,Atama,Ateng and FireFlies from Singaporeeee]. BESTT!! =] =P

Nahh tuuu, si Atama...haha. He's the King Of Kadazans Rap Song, HAAHA! its really2 fun u noe, When he sang one of the kadazan song, we njoy it so much.Sampai we b'sumazau again at dancefloor. hahaha. BEST GILAAA!! ATAMAAAA!! U ROCKKK MANN!!

Click Click Click! The End***

13th Dec 2008. 4.35am

in the morning of 4.35am... i was fighting with him..we fight n fight n fight til the night of the day. i noe its my fault. i keep scolded n scolded him about his past story.. its already 4 months past, but i stil cant 4get the shit things that he ever do 2 me, im sad,im confused,im scared n i hate it so much when i remembered it again. i try n i force myself 2 4get ol the things dat ever happened 2 me. But i CANT. im too WEAK to do dis. The moment dat i HATE it so much every seconds,minutes n hours makes me moreee PAIN and i'll scold him suddenly. WTF? Y im like dis? I love him so much! n i LOVE him than everythings around me! When i scolded him and very SATISFIED wif it, than i will felt sory n felt guilty 2 him. Y im so STUPID n So EGO huh?? Everytime when im thinking the moment that very pain ever happened 2 me, I CRIED, N i felt like wanna KILL the girl name Started With "Q". YUCK! watha such weird name, and i HATE HER sooo muchhh!! eee geramm!! backoff laaa MISS Q~!